One more day ...

I have about 36 hours until I start injections. I will start the Loupron tomorrow night! I am terrified of what this is going to do to me!! haha ... I am just a chicken really! But at the same time it makes it all REAL.

I vented the other day to my mom about how people think it's funny to tell me that I am going to have 4 or more babies. I am REALLY not finding the humor in that simply because we don't have the SPACE nor the MONEY for 4 or more babies. To me it is not realistic and the thought TRULY scares the HELL out of me. For people to find humor in it kinda .. well .. it pisses me off. I wouldn't wish that on anyone and don't appreciate those that have said it over and over to me. But .. that is just me. I am TRULY ok with twins. REALLY OK with just one. But I guess we shall see what the plan is.

I am sure it is just nerves and the surge of hormones that I am getting but come on now ... really??! So .. that is my vent for the day ... I will update on the injections. I am kinda curious as to what they are going to do to me and I will also let you know what each drug is and what it is supposed to do. I have to research that first!! haha .. I don't remember much about fertility drugs!

Have a great, drizzly day!!