Friends

It is so hard to read the blogs of friends that are having traumatic issues in their lives but at the same time, she is embracing it and making the best of it. She is MY age ... she has cancer AGAIN ... this time ... treatable but not curable .... I can NOT imagine her fear or her mind at this moment. I would need SERIOUS psychiatric help.

This is when you look back and wish you had made more of an effort to be a better friend. This is when you look back and think about all the things in your life that you bitched about and took for granted. She is facing her future day by day and I am bitching about the amount of money it is gonna take to have a baby. She wants another baby but can't because she will be on chemo soon.

There are things in life that just make you sit down and SHUT UP!

Renee, if you read this ... I am praying for you ... I am praying for a day that you don't have to worry about this cancer crap. I am praying that you have ultimate healing! I am praying for your precious family!!