HOLY CRAP!!

HOLY CRAP!! I am sooooo freaking out now!! I went to the doctor today (Mom, Tate and I) and those little egglets are growing so fast and furious!! So .. with that being said ... I have to be back tomorrow at the crack of dawn. I am pretty sure this little retrival will take place Monday morning. I am ok with that!! I am ready for these things to be out of my poor little ovary! I am feeling the fullness more and more everyday!

So .. if this little retrival takes place Monday ... 5 days later with the countdown starting on Tuesday will mean that we will have the transfer done on Saturday, possibly Easter Sunday. That just scares the ever lovin hell out of me. This is getting so close and so real that I REALLY want to say "WAIT!!!" .... But ... seeing the way that Mark is getting about it makes me want to just get it done so that he can have the pregnancy experience.

I have been having twin dreams lately. That scares me a bit but he REALLY REALLY REALLY wants twin boys. I have 3 names that I am just in love with ... One being a girl and two boys names. I just know that since I have 3 names, that means that I will have to use them all. TRIPLETS???!! OMG!! Admit me STRAIGHT to the crazy bin! DO NOT PASS GO AND DO NOT COLLECT $200!! WOW!! That will be an experience!!

With all that said ... I really should be praying for HEALTHY babies, baby ... whatever ... It is just so hard to grasp this at this moment.